i'm tired.weak. powerless.
trapped in a vicious cycle with no end in sight.
not even sure what it is. i cannot put my finger on it. regardless, could i even understand it myself had i known?
but it's holding me down. the feeling that i am missing out on something at this very moment.
regrets is all i have. false hopes turning into misery.
i looked for something life-like but turned more inward than one like to.
it is all i have left to hang onto right now.
Dailies
old thoughts become new revelations
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- August 2005
- September 2005
- October 2005
- November 2005
- December 2005
- January 2006
- February 2006
- March 2006
- August 2006
- November 2006
- December 2006
- January 2007
- March 2007
- April 2007
- June 2007
- July 2007
- September 2007
- October 2007
- November 2007
- January 2008
- September 2008
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- February 2009
- March 2009
- April 2009
- June 2009
- July 2009
- October 2009
- November 2009
- December 2009
- June 2010
- July 2015