like
dylan's first wife and the muse to some of his most achingly beautiful work, she too, spells her name sara--minus the h.
i've never accepted it, i just learned to turn it off.
then and now i think of times telling her i want to see her happy; which now leave me bitter and resentful.
like costanza, i need to start doing the exact opposite of everything i've ever done, only then may my true motives materialize.
when did i forget how to feel and only realizing it now?